Dear little girl with burned fingers, I think a girl who can express her pain and her emotions and her self in a good English is a bright girl J so don’t underestimate your self.
As I understood that your step mom was very cruel and she was like a giant monster she was beating you for no reason this is from your point of view as a little girl you tried to be good for her standers but it was never good enough but maybe what you didn’t know was her point of view she was beating you out of fear.
I think she was really scared of you to beat you that hard she was scared of your existence of your being a girl of another women and maybe of being smarter and younger and more beautiful than her that reminds her of your mother and she can’t compete to that in the eyes of your father so she express her fear by beating.
Now after all this years and she was struggling from chronic diseases believe me she got her punishment very well if not here on our earth now she is in God hands and believe me she can’t reach from the grave to reach you she is now punished because of you.
For her not taking a good care of an orphan little girl and mistreated her that is really big and dreadful so her punishment in the grave is not easy.
I don’t know if you are muslim but I think you should know that everything is written in destiny will happen to you and by the end you won you are still alive and you have a lot of thing to thank your god for being in good health is one of them.
Now we come to your studies there are some ppl who are not good in study they are just born like that so if you are not a study ambition person type don’t blame your stem mother on that, but if your good before and you passed school very fine that means you were very interested in your study so either the field you picked is not of your interest or you are letting her control even after everything is gone now.
You should occupy your self with activities and pray and pick something you like to do most and do it put a goal for you in life and try to reach.
I can write for ever but you should also try and consult a pshyatrist to help you even if it is by medicine to get out of this, don’t you have a relative who cares about you like an aunt who can help, or even a brother or sister you seem too alone in your letter.
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